Perhaps one reason is that I had so much to say about it that I felt overwhelmed at the task and have been putting it off.
I had the pleasure of meeting Jo Butler, commissioning editor of literary fiction for Harper Collins, who is so lovely, yet may have mistaken me for an absolute tosser as I blushed and stuttered my way through an awkward introduction. I couldn't help it! I was so nervous! Very unlike me! I know how to speak, I'm actually quite fond of it, so not being able to get out "Hi I'm Alison Smith" was so embarrassing- I hang my head in shame!
The literary world is so filled with such accomplished and intellectual people that I feel dwarfed and almost out of place; meeting authors, agents and publishers makes me feel like I've stolen back stage passes to a David Guetta concert wearing shirt that says "I love yodeling and do not belong here."
One such author to have surely been bamboozled by my blundering tongue was Daniel Ducrou, author of the Byron Journals (whose book I bought, had signed and have yet to read- eep!), and again I blushed, stammered and while walking away I thought "you LOSER! speak like a PERSON!".
I attended two panels with Daniel as a guest speaker, and while waiting to speak to Rebecca James, Daniel kindly said hello and I don't even think I smiled then I looked away! LOOKED AWAY! How RUDE! Oh please tell me there are other aspiring writers like me out there??? PLEASE
Back to the point, there was a panel concerning when a novel crosses the line from YA fiction to adult, which I loved attending. The authors all read sections from their novels which displayed a level of possible adult content: drugs, sex, rape, profanities. While all of these feature within these YA novels, and to be sure there are teenagers who abuse or have experienced all of the above, it is also known how many adults not only enjoy but treasure these books, and also some parents who may think differently about the things their teenagers read about.
Rebecca James's novel "Beautiful Malice" is classed as YA in Australia but Adult in America. I have read Beautiful Malice, reviewed it and love it, and I certainly feel that it is more of an adult novel than a YA novel. Is my perception skewed? Does this say something about Australia's leniency toward content when classifying literature? Why is the age of the protagonist so heavily influential in classifying novels? I'd also like to add that Rebecca made a sensible comment that with all the other influences surrounding teenagers (their peers, older siblings, TV, movies, video games, the news etc) that reading a book can be and may very well be the safest place for a youth to explore these taboo subjects. Very good point!
I hadn't read much YA until I started blogging and then reading books based on recommendation from fellow bloggers. Since then I have come to thoroughly enjoy everything I have read, but love to hear from others: when does the content cross the line? What springs to mind when you think of YA?
| Mark Dapin with Matthew Reilly and Jack Heath |
P.S. I believe I answered Matt with "Um..*incoherent gurgling*...um..gggaaah.trying...haha... thanks..." before I practically ran away and hid under a tree. I'll leave you with that image.

i was so hoping to get to the byron bay festival! we couldve said hi :)
ReplyDeletehavent read beautiful malice yet, but i have read the byron journals. its got a lot of adult content in it - i think of it as more of a new adult book than YA. i found it to be pretty intense (prob as i am not really into the drinking/drug scene). i dont really think of it as YA although i know it is being sold as that.
i think as a teen it would have freaked me out, haha. although maybe i'd be sneakily drawn to that? who knows?
thats so cool you met all those authors.
xx
and thanks for the lovely lovely comment on my blog earlier :)
it was a great weekend- will def be there next year, maybe I'll see you then! :) ugh i was so bashful, it was ridiculous! what Daniel read of his novel def did not sound YA so I can't wait to read it (along with everything else! lol) yes perhaps the teens will enjoy as a way to explore without having to actually do those things (who am I kidding?)
ReplyDeleteand you are more than welcome for the comments :) i hope you have found inspiration from all your followers who left those great comments! xx
Sounds like a great time except for the tongue mutinies you suffered through. I'm afraid I'd be the same way. Unless I think of something ahead of time, my tongue becomes lodged in my mouth and nothing coherent escapes.
ReplyDeleteHave fun at your next conference!
Thanks vicki! I'm hoping to have more control this weekend but the outlook is slim haha
ReplyDeleteI really dont mean to laugh on your misery, but this post was so cute miss Ali!!! It was as if you were a 15 year old girl who's in love!
ReplyDeleteTo comfort you, I would have acted the very same way, so, dont worry, I'm betting you did great.And loved the Getta, yodel comparison lol!
How exciting! Wow, sound like you walked away with some valuable knowledge...way cool!
ReplyDeleteAlso, I found you on Facebook and sent you a friend invite. Hope you don't mind. :)
I thought you seemed charming and confident - don't worry the authors are probably nervous too!
ReplyDelete@clara- i felt 15! bloody awful! haha
ReplyDelete@j.kaye- yes i learned a lot so that part of it was cool, yes i have confirm our FB friendship :) did not mind in the least!
@rebecca- haha you are way too kind! but hey if that's how i convey anxiety to the out-side world i can't be anything but happy :)
thanks guys!
Hahahaha! Oh, Ali, this is why I love you! I soooo would have reacted EXACTLY THE SAME as you did in every situation. God, I'm probably going to want to blush and run away to hide under a tree (wait, do that actually *have* trees near SLQ??!) when I meet you on Saturday, but I know you won't let me, so I'll be fine. :)
ReplyDeleteBut yeah, what I'm trying to say is that I am just as anxious as you and I think it's perfectly normal - I mean, if we both do it, it has to be normal, right?? *shifty eyes*
xx a
hahahaha yes I'm sure the two of us hiding under trees with our double shot caramel latte's will seem normal!
ReplyDeleteWhat an intimidating question to answer! I think I would have said the same thing!
ReplyDeleteSo it's been ages since we've spoken ha ha and pleased to hear about the Byron Bay festival. My dream of attending the Bris WF has turned to ashes as I have family descending en masse. One of my fave cafes is Tognini's which caters the WF, so I've studied your photo and may look out for you if I make it over! It's going to be so good, so I hope you blog about it big time!!
ReplyDeleteIf you're in town Saturday night, check out the Riverfire Festival. It is stupendous. Anywhere along the river near South Bank or Riverside, Kangaroo Point, all good spots. What am I doing? Meeting a plane!!!!!
I haven't been to very many festivals this far, and now your post has shown me how much more tongue-tied than you I'll be!
ReplyDeleteThanks for posting your account!
@T.Anne- oh yes very intimidating. almost as bad as "what's it about?" gahhh!!! horror of horrors!
ReplyDelete@L'Aussie- thanks for the dining tip! I will def be around :) that's such a bummer that you won't be able to make it! ah well there will be other festivals! I will certainly be blogging about it :)
@damyanti- i'm glad to hear others are as freaked out as me haha